thisisyour_SOng

i like this movie poster, just the lips touching upside down part. i saw the trailer, it seems like any ordinary love story, searching for that person blah blah blah.. anyway i would like to watch it

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I really, really, really, really, really want to watch this. It's so sexy, interesting, and provocative. And that French actor is so fuckin' damn HOT!

OMG, I am going to be so fuckin' broke if this summer plan happens:
 
July 12-13, July 19-20, July 26-27, Aug 2-3, Aug 9-10, Aug 16-17

Dance                                                                            
-20 classes @ ODC: $170                                 -30 classes @ ODC:$210
-20 classes @ Lines Ballet: $180                    -8 classes @ LB : $88
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Transportation (BART)                                                         
From Daly City: (both roundtrip)                               
-to Civic Center: $33.60                  more alternatives to be added.................               
-to 24 Mission St.: $29.40
-to Fremont: $67.80

Total: $480.80

It's 2:46 in the morning and I am all teary-eyed. Just a while ago, I heard my dad forcefully coughing in the bathroom. This has happened a several times before.
Whenever I hear this, it widely awakens me. I then have to pay close attention to it and hope that it is not something of what i think it is...from all those years of smoking.
Once I hear it, I become highly anxious and my mind takes me somewhere in the future, during and after that very final day. From there, I can't stop myself.

One time, I told my mom to get him to see a doctor. My mom replied carelessly, but it was obvious that her words did not mean anything. I really want to get him checked up myself, but there's a thing.To make it short and simple, he is not of that age yet, in order to be automatically covered. Despite of that, I desperately want him to get checked early as possible. The more he continues without a checkup, the worse it will get when he reaches of that age. And it would seem to be unable to get rid of.

I have always been bugging him to quit throughout my life. He did try to quit once. When I was little, I would always be on a lookout to see if he was smoking or not. Whenever I caught him sucking that little piece of butt, I would breakdown and try to make myself cry really hard. That way, he wouldn't smoke or get to smoke. After seeing so much of my fake-and-real emotional breakdowns, it prompted him to stop... for only short period of time. Now that I have grown up, I've become less and more worried, on and off. As of now, I don't know what else to do. All I can do is that I continue to bug him. I know, somewhere along the way, he will try to stop. I understand that it is really for hard for him to resist. It's so addictive.

As far as I am concern by his familiar late-night awakenings , I am trying not to get myself convinced that he may have lung cancer.

write later....

I saw this music video on vh1. omg, I freakin' love it and the song, as well. The pavement dancing is the thing I really like the most. I'm hella diggin' the singer's voice. It's soulful. I researched about the singer, most of the critic reviews say that she's the "new Amy Winehouse," along with Duffy. You know, these days it seems like there's been a rise of talented music artists, coming from UK. Like Amy WInehouse, Leona Lewis, James Morrison, Joss Stone, and her, Adele. It's like British Invasion to America. Anyways, I really like the fact that this whole type of legendary soul music is being brought back and remade into a contemporary type of sound.

 I'm lovin' it....... I want to go to England!!!!